Here for one last post. This is pretty much a good example of why I want to leave. Maybe you guys think I'm cool with all of these subtle jabs or that they're just jokes to you. They're not jokes to me. I've gotten tired of them. I've tried my hardest to pull back my own joking because I don't want that to be who I am. I'm tired of being a sarcastic dick because eventually all I'll be is a sarcastic dick if I don't make a change.
This place doesn't help me to do that. This summer at camp has been much different than any other summer. I'd like to explain that and tell the story of how and why that is, but there's no reason to do so. It won't do anything.
Moments like these have happened far too often. I'm not making this decision out of anger or anything else like I have in the past. I'm just making a decision that I feel is healthy and right for me. You guys do you. I wish you all the best, I really do, but I can't stay here anymore.
Should've kept it going and see if TC would've done another goodbye podcast.>mfw you guys fall for the same trick two years in a row...